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written on Wednesday, September 26, 2012 @ 4:48:00 PM ✈
Happy and sad thing happen make me think of negative stuff
First I think i am abit of heartless. Just heard that my dad is in the hospital and from the start is a shock...
Then it become no concern till my bro call me and ask if we need to go visit him.
I am thinking.. when he do not want to take care of his own body and end up in the hospital.
Why should we go hospital to visit him..
I dun understand...
I know that he is my father..
But I still i duno why I feel less concern about him...
I know it will be a burden for me if he fall sick cos once he fall ill..
family will be my responsibility since I am the eldest child in the family.
By Tonight i will be an aunt again.
But this time is from my mum family side.
Which it is a happy thing..
But also quite sad as one is granted to live in the world..
sure another death will happen at the same time....
Give and take...
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written on Wednesday, September 26, 2012 @ 4:48:00 PM ✈
Happy and sad thing happen make me think of negative stuff
First I think i am abit of heartless. Just heard that my dad is in the hospital and from the start is a shock...
Then it become no concern till my bro call me and ask if we need to go visit him.
I am thinking.. when he do not want to take care of his own body and end up in the hospital.
Why should we go hospital to visit him..
I dun understand...
I know that he is my father..
But I still i duno why I feel less concern about him...
I know it will be a burden for me if he fall sick cos once he fall ill..
family will be my responsibility since I am the eldest child in the family.
By Tonight i will be an aunt again.
But this time is from my mum family side.
Which it is a happy thing..
But also quite sad as one is granted to live in the world..
sure another death will happen at the same time....
Give and take...
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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: Geraldine